to my ex best friend

I find comfort in you
you find comfort without
you ran away from problems
yet the problems you're with out
a bitter sweet story of a oneside friendship
yet the only bitter things are lies that it ends with

I have never found my self neither angered or disappointed
whenever you left it seemed scheduled like an appointment

you seemed so casually cruel it became my normality
to come home and be alone in absolute totality

so oh dear friend, oh my dearest angel
you've left enough times that your leaving is no longer painful
I use to stay hopeful yet now I stay by myself
those nights where the phone never rings like broken bells

your lies are cheap but still your lies will never sell
as the last person to buy them has left you, wishing you well

I hope you feel proud in treating me like dead
I hope you realize you cant Crtl Z

you can not return as you'll never be welcome
but in your future adventures I hope they will be well done

You can not find me in a new place
I've done my great part, you've took your worst take

and now I deflate
I sink so damn deep
this is my goodbye
that you will never see